Sunday, May 3, 2009

infinite nothingness

Nothingness!
There is nothing; not even space – or time.
Reality is of the size one divided by infinity (1/∞).

The nothingness, pregnant with infinite energy,
Self suppressed,
Burst out vibrant,
Forward and backward; up and down, inside and outside.

The vibrating explosion of energy was electro-magnetic,
Of the order of lightening
Let there be light; there was light.
The Light was Life.

Light condensed itself into everything.
Nothing has become everything.
And it goes on becoming everything.
It has to finally go back into Nothing!

I too will go back to Nothing,
That pregnant, dynamic NOTHINGNESS!

Friday, May 1, 2009

the ego and 'I'

I saw my ego. That was when I got angry. The mere feeling of ‘I’, the simple fellow became an angry swollen ‘ego’ when I felt the anger. The anger joined with the connected thought stream, and condensed into ‘ego’ with the awareness. When one is agitated, the mood or emotion creates a thought stream. The thoughts, the emotion, and the awareness that illumines them, all combine together to form a single entity that is the feeling of ‘I’. The memories and images of all such ‘I’ formations together in the mind constitute the ‘ego’. It is never the same. It changes, modifies, and revises itself as memories increase on each experience.